Wednesday, August 15, 2007
i get the msg..
and i'm so over him..
i have no idea why i had tis tiny weeny feelings towards him..
oh wth..i shudn't have those feelings at the first place..
getting all excited for nothing..
getting goosebumps and butterfly over nothing..
stupid me..
See i told u..
you are stupid..
u're just stubborn lil brat..
he is so not ur type..
and especially NOT my type!
but now wat happens??
u just had to LIKE him..
and he doesn't fucking care!
u just had to listen to urself..u never listens to me!!
for heaven's sake maryam adilah!
u shud see it coming..
but no..
u chose to take tis chance..
deya, u always ask how come dila is so hardcore..
and can move on easily after a break-up or a heart-break..
honestly, no..
it's not easy for her..
she cried most of the time..
and always felt sorry for herself..
she always ask what's wrong wif her..
pathetic!
it was me all along..
it was me who convince her that she can have the best in life..
it was me who doesn't care about those assholes out there..
it was me who always go wif the flow..
she's too weak!!
and before she brings de both of us down..
i had to take control of things..
who am i, you may ask?
i'm her alter-ego.
Maryam Mustaffa blogged @ 5:28 PM